The Suffering of My Mind

The suffering of my mind, these negative emotions and feelings were suppressed and accumulated in my mind unconsciously, thus causing the imagination of mental suffering to be stimulated. This suffering reflects the inner emotions that arise from the social conditions that surround me. These abstract states and subconscious fantasies can create negative mental impulses and feelings of suffering. The creation of this two-dimensional abstract painting expresses the emotions and suffering of my mind. By using the technique of dripping and pouring paint, using acrylic paint mixed with thinner mixed with chalk to convey both the meaning of the content and the story, creating the free form of the emotion of that moment. According to the principles of visual elements and principles of artistic composition. I use colors and textures to represent emotional feelings, and shapes to represent mental suffering. Those states of suffering are caused by the use of artistic composition principles that reduce realism but create appropriate shapes. In summary, the process of working and thinking following the content has a point of connection, becoming an abstract form that expresses one's personality, character, and identity. The creative work was able to achieve the expected goal by creating a two-dimensional abstract painting that expressed the emotions and suffering of my mind and the perfect coordination of techniques and expression of the emotions of the mind. It is a perfect expression of the suffering of my mind through the free form of my emotions and a good experience of the aesthetic value of visual arts.